Putting it all together. Slowly.

- I learned how to cast majick before the age of 6.
- When I was 17 I bled to death on an emergency room table.
- I experienced love at first sight at age 23.
- I flunked History while acing advanced placement art in high school, I took 2 AP art classes a day for 3 years.
- I was a Nanny for 7 years.
- I was a Professional Dominatrix for 9 years.
- My mother cried when I tattooed her name on my body.
- I haven't eaten animals or fish for close to 2 decades.
- I have a fear of ANYTHING gelatinous. 
- I have never received a love letter.


 I have been writing a Memoir for over 5 years, one day it will be published.

You are made of made of majik.

When I was a small child my mother told me to 'make a list of desires'. I was always making such 'lists'.

I rarely made lists of undesirable things as I had them internally jotted down.
When I realized that my thoughts that became words; became reality, things changed.

One night as a child I composed a secret 'list of desires' I that kept hidden, a list of secret desires was a detailed list of personality traits, physical traits as well as material objects I was fond of. As I had grown I found this list to be pretty dead on accurate to my reality, word for word.

Once I stopped making a list of the things I was after, I realized I had become the product of my desires and thoughts once messy words scribbled.  I have recently rediscovered a list that was secretly tucked away. The familiar scribbles and random thoughts, words that to this day support  my desires. I have discovered that there are others like myself that create the reality that has become them, I have created another like myself; through words and I will find them.

Paper is my cauldron as pen has become my wand.

Déjà vu

Deja Vu if French for ''already seen''. 
I frequently experience the in my daily life. It is suggested that people between the ages 15-25 experience it most. I feel as if the older I become, the more I am experiencing this 'phenomenon'.  Several psychoanalysts attribute déjà vu to simple fantasy or wish fulfillment, while some psychiatrists ascribe it to a mismatching in the brain that causes the brain to mistake the present for the past. Many parapsychologists believe it is related to a past-life experience. My money is on the latter.  I truly believe that we resonate in many places at once and that we have had many lives. I trust that my intuition will guide me and Deja vu is one of those helpful, insightful tools.

I am a Daywalker.

I am composed of American Indian / Scandinavian blood, my father (Native) was a dark skinned Sun-Worshiper to the fullest degree while my mother is terribly allergic and ghastly 'white'.
Fast forward 31.5 years and here I am, ghastly pale, green eyes w/ black hair and A  L O T a tattoos.
My only sibling has blonde hair, large blue eyes with a golden Goddess-like skin tone.
The Sun is scary.... not only does the sun LOVE me, it makes me tan in just hours, a golden deep tan that throughout my childhood I didn't look so 'Caucasian' as I did 'a full on American Indian kid w light eyes.
I am my fathers daughter (sigh)
As an adult I stay AWAY from this massive destructive mass of radiation as much as possible.
The Sun drains me of my energy always and do not get me wrong.... I love being outside for adventures.
I do protect my flesh in order to maintain the optimum paledom' at all times.
Being an air sign Libra, I also love water! Any opportunity to be in water I am in. Water charges me.
If I had it my way, I would live in an underground tomb w little sun light and tons of fresh water swimming areas.... aaannd a wine cellar.

there is majik everywhere.

I once had a man in my life who I (at the time) hardly knew, he inspired me to create some very personal gifted art. The 'art' created for said man who inspired me so much was mostly composed of found items like ripped scrap paper, collaged images, photographs even human hair and rogue tears.
Nearly a decade has passed and surly the relics of my affection have since perish, such as our engagement to be enslaved to one another; Til death do us in pieces.
Times have since changed. I have set my sights to another recipient of my trinkets of affection, little majik bits, pieces and witchery.

Maybe I will just keep it.

International fetish.

I have an insatiable appetite. As a child I would only eat a small number of things, nothing more.
As an adult (strict vegetarian for 18 years) I love all things with SPICE.
I equate dating similarly to cuisine. I have a palate that varies.
I am open minded although I have very strict criterion.
I love Swedish 'cuisine', trust me I plan on going to Sweden.
I really dig German beer, its often a meal in itself, I could really submerge myself in Germany.
Italy.... do not get me started.

Meanwhile in America...... I dont eat hot dogs or hambugers. You can keep your freedom fries too.

Left hand gift.

Just engaged in a discussion w clients from Switzerland about being born left handed and forced to become 'right'. One of my newest co workers made a passing joke about the New England Puritans accusing left handed women of being Witches, thus tossing them into a river to see if they float.
Well little did he know......... I am from a small Puritan enriched New England town and was born a blasphemous LEFTY!  A lefty being forced into the 'right' world that has created many interesting challenges (ill save that for another time).
I was also tossed into the lake pre swimming abilities... for different reasons.


PHOTO:
My mothers back yard taken by yours truly.

I believe in unicorns.

I am pretty sure I do not believe in love at first sight.
I am a firm believer in obsessive compulsive infatuation as a form of healthy attachment. .. er ..detachment.
I often find the unattainable and elusive love interests to be the most rewarding, for reasons beyond my own explination.

Either way you slice it, I believe in Unicorns.

Inspiration or motivation.....

This is one of my top 5 all time favorite horror films!

I was raised in Western Massachusetts where this 70's Italian picture was 'based' on and 'filmed'.

It truly is films like this that evoke a very specific, sentimental feeling as I know what that true New England feeling.... feels ... like.

A peak into my world. Welcome.

www.keleighblack.com

NOTES FROM THE DARK SIDE.......

I enjoy WRITING in all CAPS, I will refrain from doing so.
Some of you may know that I am an image creator with an ever lasting long love for creative writing and run on sentences.